I resigned from my old job as a freelance writer and blogger. I even went to have a training as a Call Center agent but I think it isn't my calling at all. I still suck at verbal communication big time, may be it my mental state which is not ready for stressfull oral conversation.
I got myself a new job since 2016 and somehow I have a love-hate relationship with it and the people involved in it. Nonetheless, I am thankful for having this job, imagine how hard it is live in a country where unemployment rate is so high, having a job despite of how stressfull it could be is a blessing in disguise. I got promoted, hooray! But i felt like that this is not my calling at all and it's quite painful to think that I only work here for a living.
On a separate matter, I think i had mature a lot. I'm no longer that silly antisocial dork who despised the world and the people but I still have a tiny fragments of that self inside of me. I still get exhausted with people and the normal standard of the society which I still think as detestable. Nonetheless, my views of the world somehow widen and I'd met different types of people, some were blessings, some were lessons, while some were simply useless ephemeral encounters.
I also started a new blog after my resignation with my previous job. I started with a very random name and it's quite cheap then a year later I officially run it with the name Yu Alexius Anime Portal working with some anime bloggers along the course of our operation since 2015. You guys could check it at www.yualexius.com, we usually write contents for anime news in the past few years but since last year we gradually focus our content on Chinese anime.
I also wrote randomly and ocassionally at my first WordPress blog - xernest.wordpress.com, usually my random rants and tantrums about how stressful life is, my drama about some ephemeral infatuations, my addiction with Eurovision Song Contest, and a heavy dosage of promotional stuffs for my new work, afterall I am in-charge of the marketing, lmao I don't even have confidence on myself on that one though.
So, it has been a while and I hope that everyone is having a good time with their life and could find a silver lining in their everyday life despite of how hard life may be. Yes, this world is filled with poverty - in the surface and deep within, humanity's moral standard are getting haywire, and mother nature is in danger but I do hope that every human being show compassion, tolerance, and empathy because our world seriously needs it now. Good day!
-Frank, for heavy dosage of my insanity you guys could also check caiuxraven.tumblr.com.